Hurts so good...Diary of a not so mad Black woman.

When you're drunk, you think you can do anything.

Last night I helped my friend celebrate his birthday by going bar hopping and getting drunk. I always say (when I am sober) that I want to be the person I become when I'm drunk. Why? I'm more open, more talkative, more everything i want to be when I don't have any inhibitions. But of course, I wake up the next morning with a headache and swear off drinking for the rest of my life. That usually translates to two days or the next time I have $20 to blow at the local bar.

At some point during the night, I drunkenly wrote on my arm things I wanted to write in this blog so I wouldn't forget. The title of this post being one of them. I felt like I COULD do anything. I''m glad I didn't test that theory out. I would have ended up making a fool of myself or being arrested. Neither of which really mattered to me last night. Normally I care about me landing in jail or not. I also wrote about a post-Bond Sean Connery movie from the seventies they were showing on a screen in the V.I.P. room. A lot of people fucking, him carrying a gun and wearing speedos. It was very disturbing.

All in all, I say it was a good night.

posted by Jas @ 4:26 AM