Here it is. 7:09 in the morning and I am sitting in my bed thinking about nothing. Just random stuff. It's annoying the hell out of me. The birds are chirping cheerfully outside which is also annoying because it's cloudy and gloomy and fucking 7:00 in the fucking morning.
There are so many things I have to do and for the past week I've been sitting up at night stressing myself out because I'm scared I am going to fail. I'm not going to get back in school, I'm not going to find a better job, I'm not going to clean my room...I am going to be stuck as I am for the rest of my life.
I know that's ridiculous. I tell myself that all the time. You're being dumb, Janie. You're being a drama queen. Get a grip. *slap*
My pep talks to myself never works. Kind of like when you tickle yourself. It dosen't tickle unless someone else does it. You never tried to tickle yourself? Good for you. It's a silly thing to do.
So today the great search continues. Are you tired of hearing about it? I'm tired of writing about it.
So I won't write about it until I post again.
Thats probably going to be in the next hour.
I would apologize in advance but I wouldn't mean it,
So I won't.
Those fucking birds.
posted by Jas @ 7:07 AM
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