Is that a question you asked yourself often? I ask myself that question everyday. I'm on that downward spiral you get on when you think your life is turning to shit and the only way to get it back on track is to sell your soul. I've been there before. I've been tempted to say Fuck It and just give up, but there were too many people counting on me. Now, there are still people counting on me, but I think I'm going to fail them anyway so whats the point?
Fuck points.
What I need to do is just become a stripper and pay the bills. Oh yes, I have thought of it many times. I see it as an easy way out.
Everyone else sees it as selling my soul like I mentioned before. Don't knock it. I know a stripper who bought a house and a BMW. She wanted to be an interior designer and was paying her way through college. It didn't hurt that she was a hot Nordic looking chick. Beautiful people always win.
My mom wanted me to become a journalist. Yea, right. Do you see the shit I write everyday? Who will publish it. I write to help me not commit suicide or be committd because I haven't been able to do anything on a canvas in years.
But I'm rambling.
You can continue whatever it was you were doing. I'm done.
posted by Jas @ 10:19 AM
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